I’ve built my life on triptamine
Cut the grass of consequence
Never sucked on the nipples of satisfaction
Though I’ve dreamed of putting my head in your lap
I’ve been to pagan places
I’ve mutated through my muse
I’ve taken life more pleasantly
And dreamt of kissing you full on the mouth
I’ve frenzied in halls of confusion
I’ve danced with whores in dodgy bars
I’ve wanted to tell you how beautiful you are
Then retreated into my insignificant musings
I’ve cuddled lovely piggies
I’ve fondled my gonads in desperation
I’ve thought of you and dreamt of coitus
And longed for the holiness of romance
But it’s all illusion
The wishing, the dreaming, the frenzy of excitement
A boondoggle, a mystery, a dense malfestation
I know you’re with me as I try to strain love from light
